"It's not that I literally think I'm a fairy. It's just that I feel so different from most people, and this IDEA of a race living underground in caversn,spending all their days dancing and playing the fiddle and eating flowers and reciting poetry and sharing their dreams, That to me sounds much more real than the way people live in this world, hating, fighting, wanting, and hurting." - Francesca Lia Block
Friday, November 19, 2010
Tempting .. oh don't tempt me
So I have this fascination with THE TEMPTATIONS! They are so awesome,I mean cmon every song they have is like perfect. Treat Her Like a LAdy ! uh classic not to mention the amazing beat where I feel like Hot stuff driving in my car. I always slightly fantasize when they sing about if I were the only girl standing in front of them while they sing these to me and I just smile then whip out my striking moves and dance with them, and in the end they all fall in love with me. Then I snap out of it and relaize ah I am driving focus here. BUT... good fantasy right ah and I dont know if I said this but in this fantasy I am like everything amazing you can think of .. drop dead gorgeous, fabuloso legs, and my hair is long and flowy. I am gorgeous in it :) So minus my obsession with the temptations I have something grandtabulous coming up... very soon... like 12 hours. I am going home for Thanksgiving! I havent been this excited for bedtime since Christmas Eve! I am thrilled. I feel like I could type this a million kaJillion miles an hour. AH!!!! I have so many plans already and I cant wait Wahoo! I have been packed for 4 days now ... Yep I know like I said I am excited:):):):):) MY smile is even bigger than this. I know everyone says this about their family but I am so blessed I am I am I am Staci I am and I have the best family. They are funny so beautiful full of personality loving everyone gets along aaannnd most important we all love God and can have such incredible deep conversations about it. It is so great. Ok I think my room mate can smell me ;) Time to shower. The End for now.
Friday, November 12, 2010
decisions
So life is full of choices right ? Well sometimes the hardest thing is to make a choice. To think that their is someone that might be hurt. Right? Well this is when I am so graciously thankful to know there is someone right above me, looking down just waiting for me to say, "Hey... Dad??You there??? I need some help??? He is the greatest you know. Always has an answer. He is always waiting. Always loving. Always there. I love him.
Decison time... I am moving home in December! Wahoo! and I come home for Thanksgiving. This is great right. I am filled with emotion right now and I do not know what to even do. Oh I will go tell my room mate:) oh ya she is in Haiti never mind. Speaking of Haiti, my best friend is serving their as a midwife assistant. Isn't that amazing. She is a good example of charity. If we could be half as good as she is we will be ok on judgement day. I'd like to think so anyway.
Also I am Pregnant! ahhh with a food baby man it hurts. I feel all of you prego ladies right now I do I do! ;)
Decison time... I am moving home in December! Wahoo! and I come home for Thanksgiving. This is great right. I am filled with emotion right now and I do not know what to even do. Oh I will go tell my room mate:) oh ya she is in Haiti never mind. Speaking of Haiti, my best friend is serving their as a midwife assistant. Isn't that amazing. She is a good example of charity. If we could be half as good as she is we will be ok on judgement day. I'd like to think so anyway.
Also I am Pregnant! ahhh with a food baby man it hurts. I feel all of you prego ladies right now I do I do! ;)
Thursday, November 11, 2010
phew. Ok so I finally finished the attempt to make this thing. That took forever! Man I don't know how you all make yours so faalipin cute. And I dont want the front of my Blog to have a Huge ol Staciface ha , thats kind of scary. Well anywho here it is for now. I'll have to play with it a bit more. Today it is sure lovely outside. so beautiful with all of the Fall colors. Growing up in Az you don't see colors like this. I feel like I am in Heaven, like where did these colors come from. ITS AMAZING. so funny story... It started to snow yesterday and I was thinking why are snow flakes this pretty shape?? Snow is just like a circle right?? Well come to find out.... The cutest little snowflake landed right on my arm and sure enough ..IT Was That Shape!! It was amazing. I never knew that snowflakes were really that shape because well I never see snow fall. So also that same day I started to wonder .. in my awesome little mind well why is the season called fall? Thats weird. The 14 yr. old girl I nanny said well Staci do you see the trees right now, I thought well ya they are so pretty and the leaves are falling .. huh? I caught myself Oh my goodness!!! The leaves they are FALLING ! oh my gosh of course thats why its called fall the leaves are falling. Anyways I learn alot with the seasons and all. It's quite fun! so correct me if I am wrong but I now know why the shape for a snowflake is the shape of a snowflake and why the season fall is called Fall :) I feel so educated now.
I just made this Blog today so a Happy Birthday to my Blog! Truthfully I was just sick of studying for my Health Exam and you can only get on facebook so many times haha. I have contemplated whether I want to make a blog or not just because it can take up so much time but I though wellll.... I don't write in my journal as often as I should about silly everyday things that go on in my little old life so I figured, "Hey you know what Stac, let's jot it on here and at least get some of your life on paper... or the internet whatever. So here it is Staci's first blogalog:)
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